One word, so many times I've asked this question lately and nobody can give me an answer. How am I going to keep moving forward when I have someone doing everything they can to hold me back? How am I going to continue being a good person when the negative influences don't leave me alone? … Continue reading How?
Take it one day at a time, got it. Easier said than done. If I can make it until Thursday, I'll be ok. Then what? Sunday the kids come back. Then what? There are games to announce. Then what? The struggle for the unknown is what is making this so hard right now. My focus … Continue reading Everyday I’m Struggling
Another fake smile, filled with pain that gets more and more unbearable by the day. Nothing is working. Nothing is making me feel better. The end is near, but what end is it? Who knows, maybe I do and it's behind this wall.
Today, an important panel literally comes to my office as the Washington Wizards host a Mental Health Awareness Panel at Capital One Arena.
There are going to be toxic people in our lives, it's tough to avoid them. Take a few minutes to read this piece to better understand how to deal with toxic people and save your own sanity.
If you know anyone that may want a nice meal during the holidays, please reach out to them. They're most likely not going to reach out to you. If you have the space and know that someone isn't having Thanksgiving or Christmas dinner with family, please reach out today.
Writing has been an outlet for me during everything that's been going on. There have been some people who've said they've written a few things too, that's awesome and I'm happy they're doing something to get the emotion out in a positive way.
We don't communicate effectively. We really don't. When someone points it out we tell them they need to figure it out. All it does it lead to confusion, then frustration, then feeling overwhelmed, and then eventually anger. Mean what you say, and say what you mean.
What Do I Want? - There is language in this post that is NSFW. I'm not holding back in my emotions, this is real. This is how I feel right now.
I'm just not in a good place right now. I don't feel right. I don't feel positive. I'm not the best I can be but I'm trying.